ironic
June 4, 2013 at 7:55 pm (Uncategorized) (celebrate, living with dying, making memories, the dr. says)
today we went out to do a couple of easy errands. by the time we got home i felt as though a few moments longer and i would have lost consciousness. as i made my way for a lay down i swear i heard alanis morrisette sing her Ironic Song.
we are having a big party and though we are not telling everyone it is to celebrate my passing the 5 year mark. it has occurred to me that it is not completely unreasonable that i could still not make it. we are optimists though and i say if i die before then well it can just be a wake:) that wouldn’t be so bad. everything already planned, people invited, even my sister will be here. it could actually be very convenient for all concerned.
anyway here are the words to her song:
It’s a black fly in your Chardonnay
It’s a death row pardon two minutes too late
It’s like rain on your wedding day
It’s a free ride when you’ve already paid
It’s the good advice that you just didn’t take
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought “Well isn’t this nice…”
And isn’t it ironic… don’t you think
A traffic jam when you’re already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It’s like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It’s meeting the man of my dreams
and then meeting his beautiful wife
yes life can be ironic and the joke won’t be lost on me.
the dr. says 
Judy said,
June 4, 2013 at 8:12 pm
I think you are absolutely amazing. You must be dealing with pain and sadness, but have found a way to see irony and humor in this situation. I sure wish this was a joke. I will pray that you live to enjoy that party where you are surrounded by the many people who certainly love you. Hang in there, Blake. I’m rooting for you!
s blake callahan said,
June 5, 2013 at 10:14 am
not amazing really! we all have things we deal with and just do the best we can under our circumstances. the strange thing is people imagine i am sad and maybe i should be or at least it would be reasonable if i were. my life is and has been one of such joy and love it makes me so grateful. it wasn’t always this way but i think the hard times make us appreciate the truly good times.
i fully intend to last beyond this party! who knows? i just take each day as a blessing and not worry about when it is going to end. thank you for your kind words and support.
Michelle Poole Waits said,
June 4, 2013 at 9:00 pm
But as you commented to an invited guest, “It won’t be a PARTY without YOU!” 🙂
s blake callahan said,
June 5, 2013 at 10:15 am
believe me i intend to be there and have a great time!
Angie, also known as "YS" :) said,
June 4, 2013 at 9:38 pm
Don’t even think about it, I’m not packing anything black.
s blake callahan said,
June 5, 2013 at 10:17 am
oh i wouldn’t dare spoil your vacation:) black is your color though! you know me i am not going to miss a good party, and there is no black allowed at my memorial, tooooooo depressing!
prenin said,
June 4, 2013 at 9:59 pm
I have this in my video clip collection!!! 🙂
I love her style and sheer guts!!! 🙂
Love and hugs!
Prenin.
s blake callahan said,
June 5, 2013 at 10:18 am
i loved this song the first time i heard it!
hugs to you sir prenin:)
jmgoyder said,
June 5, 2013 at 6:54 am
I am sending love.
s blake callahan said,
June 5, 2013 at 10:20 am
ok i thought this was kind of funny and i fear it has not been seen in that light. you hold a special place in my heart and i have missed you.
appletonavenue said,
June 5, 2013 at 9:00 pm
Good for you! I love your attitude. Hope the party is a big hit.
Bronia said,
June 10, 2013 at 7:42 am
I am so looking forward to the party and to having a good time with you and I know we will
I love you
s blake callahan said,
June 10, 2013 at 12:05 pm
Bronia! i love you and look forward to seeing you at the party. you are so sweet and kind.
tersiaburger said,
June 10, 2013 at 12:50 pm
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s blake callahan said,
June 10, 2013 at 5:57 pm
i am so honored and will be posting it to my blog soon. thank you so much dear friend.